Thursday, January 22, 2009

I need a change of scenery

How many days have you lived that you can't remember anything about?

How many conversations have you had that you could do without?

How many times have you been sad and no one knows

Maybe what they say is true we all end up alone


I wanna believe that none of this is true

I wanna believe like I do when I'm with you

So give me change of scenery cuz I don't like the view

I wanna believe like I do when I'm with you


There's not too many people to look up to in this world

I had to find out for myself it's hard to be a girl

It's just small minds and money that constitute this game

They dictate what is beautiful and that's a goddamn shame


I wanna believe that none of this is true

I wanna believe like I do when I'm with you

So give me change of scenery cuz I don't like the view

I wanna believe like I do when I'm with you


The world is turning so fast

I wonder how I'm gonna last

Because I'm fading away


All of this injustice and no one can keep track

You can never let your guard down, baby, always watch your back

There's so much in this life that I will never understand

And nothing ever turns out like you planned


I wanna believe that none of this is true

I wanna believe like I do when I'm with you

So give me change of scenery cuz I don't like the view

I wanna believe like I do when I'm with you

Oh, I wanna believe like I do when I'm with you

I wanna believe like I do when I'm with you

the Spanish mafia made me do it.

Once upon a time, shortly after receiving my powers, the Spanish Mafia took note on my ability. it wasn't a fun time for me, they made me steal things that would usually be unstealable. the fact that I could even steal it made me a very precious thing to them, and I did get paid very well for it. they actually wanted me to kill people at one point, since I really don't leave much of a trace (fingerprints never showed up, and as far as I know, heat and weight sensors don't pick me up either.) from what I've learned, I don't leave radiation, and anything that falls off of me (hair, skin, etc) tends to just vanish. which made me even MORE valuable.


I don't generally kill people. the first time I "tapped" someone (touched their forehead with my hand shadowed), it was Gata, and I was pretending to slap her. she fell to the floor screaming, and eventually rebounded to a "what the HELL?!" and she curled up shaking. this was just before she got her powers.


feeling slightly hopeful that I'll get Janet locked up somewhere that I'll never see her again, but worried she will rebound quickly enough to know it was me.

Damn it, Janet.

I hate you. you don't read this blog, but I loathe your very soul. you think you can blackmail me into conversion with who I am, then so be it. you'll be seeing me tonight. I will be the very nightmare that haunts your dreams, and you will scream. nobody threatens me and gets away with it.
I hope you get some of my worst nightmares. I'm not going to go easy on you.

Obby/Lydia

enh.

Spain? seriously? gata can't leave me here. I won't survive. I'll starve. aaahhhhh...):

A post in which Gata entails her adventures which occurred to her today.

So.

Today, I woke up after having a strange dream in which I was slapped upside the head with a boiled lobster.

I got up and took a shower and got dressed, and then put on my human face and went out to the nearest airport to book a one-way flight to Spain.

Yes, that's right. I'm going back home. I'm just sick of this place. Sick of the city, sick of the people, sick of dealing with the same shit day after day after day.

After I went out and got my ticket, I came back home and cooked some delicious popovers stuffed with cheese and bacon and broccoli.

Then I made Obsidian buy me some lobsters for dinner tonight, and I baked a Portal cake.

Obsidian left again and I went outside and shoveled the snow from the yard, and threw it over the fence and into the street. I took pictures of the snow through the fence.

Then I climbed onto the roof and shot a fireball at the abandoned apartment across the river and took pictures.

Right now, I'm still on the roof, taking pictures from funny angles and trying to be all cool and artsy. It's not working out so well, they're all coming out blurry. But I got this one wicked amazing shot of a car's headlights. It's all like sha-ZAM!